Oh the chaos. Oh the noise. This mumma duck is still getting used to the size of her family.
We had a play date today. Can you call it a play date when you already have so many kids? I think not. I’m officially renaming play dates in our family, Play Parties! Seriously, you add an extra child or two to my five kids and there is so much extra noise, chaos, and fun, it feels like a kids party. When the friends left this afternoon, I needed a nap.
I’m having fun wading through the big family waters, although I know especially in the Middle East, 5 kids isn’t really that big. As a teacher, 5 kids is manageable, but for me, it’s the noise that kills me. Some days, I wonder whether I’m the one with Sensory Processing Disorder, and not my child. The excessive amounts of noise coming from kids with shocking volume control makes me stressed! It makes me want to hide in a corner with my hands over my ears and rock. Yes, yes, it does. This is one of the big skills I am still to learn as a mum of lots of kids, how do I stop the noise from causing stress? It’s not fair on the kids that I get stressed and grumpy with them. They didn’t choose to have a big family so it’s no way fair to get cross with them. As part of my new year (as mentioned in my previous post), I’m trying really hard to have a heart of gratitude. I want to find more joy this year and to do this I’m working hard in having gratitude in every moment. Having thankfulness in all situations, is changing my attitude and renewing my joy every day. I guess this is why I’m feeling so proud of my big tribe. I’ve been working through the things that are stressing me out, and finding joy in those moments. Count it all joy, my brothers, when you meet trials of various kinds (James 1:2). I love the book of James, but I was finding it way too challenging to find joy in tough situations that would arise. By focussing on gratitude and looking for the positive in challenging moments, I’m having way more success. For instance, rather than getting down and frustrated at the noise, I try to smile and thank God for my awesome tribe of mini Thorpes, or the particular clown causing the chaos. I find I smile more and frown less throughout my days. Nobody is perfect, so there will be days that I forget to try and find gratitude, and end up in a stressed, frazzled mess. For those days, I think I need ear plugs!
Does the noise of your large family cause you stress or is it just me?